And here I am.
Sitting alone for the thousand times in my life.
The noise and laughters all around me only make me feel worst.
I keep thinking.
I keep my brain working.
By playing games.
I don't usually think that playing game is useful.
But when you are alone,
That's the only thing that could help you from looking like a fool in the crowd.
I know I can do more than I think.
I can stand up, walk to the canteen, buy some snacks and enjoy my night waiting for the bus to come.
But my legs just can't move
Of course, unless when the bus come.
I know I can find some friends, have some chats.
But I can't even look at people that walk in front of me.
Sometimes I look shocked when someone call my name, ah it's my old friend.
Only "Hey!"
Sometimes "Still have class after this?"
Or "How was your class just now?"
I keep looking down at my phone.
Don't even know what I'm doing.
Games. Timeline. Facebook. Games. Timeline. Facebook. Games...
Biggest fear at this time is not the feeling of being alone.
Low battery.
When the phone has no battery, I also ended up like a zombie. No battery too.
I get addicted to phone. Since I become a loner.
No, no, no. I am not a loner.
I am just....
Ah, the bus has arrived.
Time to go home.
Have a good sleep.
